Daisy dead petal (cruelgirl820) wrote in tori_ism,
Daisy dead petal

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I just joined here and It's nice to find such a beautiful community.It nice to have a community that's so spiritual.I have been a fan of Tori for about tens years now, and I can't even begin to express how much she has helped me in my life.The very first time I heard Tori was the night I was raped when I had turned sixteen.I had come home after it was over ,(after walking through the empty streets for several hours in the early morning)I had went and sat in my dark room and felt completely numb.I didn't know what else to do so I turned on the radio and kept thinking about how I wnted to end my life.Just then this song came on with this girl w/ a beautiful voice.I remeber ,as numb as I was I sat up listened for some reason.Just then the song said something that snapped me out of my numbness...she said your just an empty cage girl if you kill the bird.At that minute I burst in to tears.I knew that by ending my life I would accomplish absolutly nothing.This woman was right,except at the time I had no idea who she was.So after a few minutes I got up and called the radio station and asked who she was.They told me her name was Tori Amos.I said how much i LOVED her voice and honesty and they said she definatly was a strong person to have overcome all that she did.I had no clue as to what was meant by that and then he told me he had respect for her for overcoming a rape by someone.I was floored,I could not believe I had been introduced to this womans amazing talent by being through something like that.It struck me as something that was meant to be.Like I had to be introduced to her to get through what I went through.The next day,someone gave me Little earthquakes,and I listened to the album and just sat and cried so much.As painful as it was,the whole thing was like a healing process.I thank god everyday that I have Tori in my life to get me through my times of sadness and heart ache.I honestly don't know what would have happened to me if she had not come to my life whens she did.This is just one of millions of reasons I love her more than anything.
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